Just a quick update!!

Hi there all just a quick update, as christmas is almost upon us i'm not guna be able to blog until after so i figured i'd drop a short line to say i have been upto lots this last week.
Last saturday the 15th was James's 10th birthday! He had a wonderful day i do have photos of his day and all his pressies he got and i will upload them and update you all when i get home.
Last night i travelled the 4 1/2 hour journey to spend christmas in north wales with my mam and dad, i shall also update you with all the pictures and what we got upto also when i get back on the 30th.

WE WISH YOU ALL A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
We love and miss all lots!! xxxxxxxxxxx

Christmas Concerts

Today i went along to see James and Sophie's school christmas concerts it was absolutley amazing to watch my gorgeous young daughter sing a duet with another young boy dressed as an angel and believe me she sang like an angel the young boy with her was just as fabulous.

James was in the school choir and sang with such passion he was stunning we were not allowed to take photo's of the children while they were performing and i never got the chance to take any of him after the show as he went straight back to class slighty shy is my boy when it comes to other people around him.
But i'm sure you can imagine he looked amazing aswell!

My New Tattoo

Today i went along to have my new tattoo done on my lower back and "OH MY GOD" did it hurt but, hey no pain no gain!!


Although even after bending over for what seemed like an age i think it came out beautifully. The chap who did it for me done it free hand and its a design we came up with together so it unique and in a legue of it's own!!

Sophie 6 today!!!!!

As you all know today is Sophie's 6th birthday she had to go school she didn't care though. When she arrived downstairs this morning she was greeted by the site of a brand new Bike!

And by the site of birthday banners throughout the front room!

Before school we dressed her up ready in her uniform and covered her in a huge badge and a banner!

With excitment and glee she tried to ride her bike with no shoes, she didn't get far though!

Upon her return from school Sophie couldn't wait to get out there and give her new bike a go, so with her new helmet, knee pads and elbow pads bought for her by Stephanie and James she was all set!

Seems to me that she could do with a little more practice, but you go girl!!!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIE HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL DAY!!!! XX

Happy Birthday Sophie!

Tomorrow is Sophie's 6th birthday so to say happy birthday to her we made her this video to help her celebrate!



Sophie has to go to school tomorrow, but it certainly won't dampen her spirits for the day. So here's to you Sophie!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIE!!!!!!XXXXXXXXXX

OOOHHHH HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!

The kids and me were lucky enough to be invited to a Halloween party being held in aid of The new Macmillan cancer care unit at medway hospital!
So we all got dressed up in our fancy dress and off we went to strut our stuff!!

I went as a horny devil

James went as skeleton

Sophie went as a witch

And Steph went as Dracula or as she says Draculass

Don't they just all look fab!!

Sarah and me!

Georgina

Sophie having a well earned drink after dancing the night away!

James what are you actually doing???? mmmm

For once a scary picture of you Steph!! lol

The gorgeous Sarah as a Vampire slayer

Sophie's photography OH MY GOD! nice one Sophie!

Stephanie can never resist a pose

The only time James really smiled! Bless My boy he didn't like the loud music his ears are so sensitive he did however manage to enjoy himself though.



My girls really going for it on the dance floor!! YOU GO GIRLS show them how it's really done!!!!

Sophie just loves the camera!

Just like her big sister Steph!!

James was getting really annoyed with Sophie flashing the camera in his face GO AWAY SOPHIE!!!!

OH MY GOD how twisted does that look! I just have no clue!!!!

How many bites you had Steph by the looks of it the whole room honey!

We had a wonderful time "THE ADAMS FAMILY" out on the town,

My dad!!!!

Here is my dad with his regiment (the duke of wellington) back in the days when he had hair lol!!


See if you can workout which one he is if you can not remember what my dad looks like then just look back at a previous post that has a picture of him!!!

The new me!!!!

As i was feeling rather down i decided a new look was in order so i took myself off to the hairdressers to get a new hair doo!!
This is what they came up with!!

My friend Keelie took these photo's and here we are taking one of ourselves!!! Let me know what you think go on be honest!!!

My boys are back!!!!

For those of you that don't know i am a huge fan of Westlife i have been since they first started i've seen them a few times live and they are just amazing!


WESTLIFE "HOME"

I loved this song when Michael Bubble recorded it, but now that my boys have recorded it, it's even better so i thought i'd share it with you just to say i'm back and i'm home with all my friends!!
So welcome back boys yet another number 1 hopefully!!!!

We are back!!!!

Hi there all we would just like to explain as to why we have not blogged for a bit it's not a long story, we have changed internet provider as we were sick to the back teeth of virgin media cutting us off every 5 mins saying they had not recieved their payments for the bills along with all the faults on the line we'd had enough so here we are hoping that we should not have any problems with BT so here's to keeping fingers crossed!!!!

We have so much reading to catch up on with peoples blogs and Emails so i will be in touch soon with personal emails for all.

love and missed you all

xxxxxxxxx

It's a sad day when you loose a friend!!!

Never have I missed a friend
as much as I miss you
And never have I been so lost
and not known what to do

Never have I missed a friend
so badly now he's gone
And never has life felt so sad
Lifes never felt so wrong

Never have I missed a friend
so much to make me cry
And never have I been so sad
over such a short goodbye

9/11

Today as i'm sure you all know is a sad day for the world 6 years ago today the twin towers came down and thousands of peoples life changed forever!
I would just like to say we haven't forgotten you and that you will always be close in our hearts!!


YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN BY "JESSICA ANDREWS"

I thank fully didn't know anyone that died in the twin towers attack, but i do know some people who did so for all those who died the song above is for you!

A Poem for Jessica and Roger!!!

I wrote this poem when my heart got broke by the one man i never thought would betray me! I have decided to post it now because although it still hurts i'm trying hard to move on and make something new for my life! (And for some therapy i suppose)



As I lay among the darkness, as the lightning lights the sky,
I can't stop thinking about him, though I still don't know why.
After all you've hurt me, with all the lies you said,
The memories still replay over and over in my head.

After all the tears I've shed for you, after all I've cried,
I am still in love with you, through the hurt and lies.
I can't stop loving you, for every time I see you
I seem to fall in love again just when I think it's through.

Loving you all through the day and night,
Only you keep me in life's lonely fight.
Going away makes me feel depressed and blue.
Although you continue to look at me too.

No one else could ever replace my love for you.
Absolutely no one could seem to be the same.
No one could ever live up to your name.
Don't leave me here; I'm just so ashamed.

Everyone in the world can't live up to you,
Right now I need you to just love me too
I don't know why I can't sop this love
Kindness made you for me from above.
Any sign of affection is enough for me.



I'm sure your all wondering about the reference to the pictures well it's a long old story, but just know that they mean alot to me!

In my darkest times i wrote quite a few poems and through out the next few days i will share them with you all they are not just sad ones there are some happy ones too!!!

Welcome to the world!!!!

Well hi people i would like to introduce my gorgeous god daughter her name is Kara Elouise Mae Ferguson-cope! She was born weighing 5lb 11oz at 21:05 on thursday 6th september at medway hospital!

Isn't she just adorable! after a traumatic arrival into the world and 3 days overdue she decided to put in an apperance with a little help from the doctors and midwives she is safe, healthy and well! I would just like to say Congratulations Mandy and Brian on such a beautiful baby after everything you've both been through she is just a testimony to your brilliance and enjoy every minute i hope she brings you the happiness you both deserve!! I'm also not forgetting you Zoe congratulations on a lovely new sister!!!!!! Thank you all 3 of you for the honour of asking me to be her god mother she is a gorgeous baby!!!!

New life!!

I'm not sure if any of you was aware that my gorgeous cat lily was pregnant!! We was not sure when she was due to give birth so we waited and waited patiently for the new arrivals to join our family, it was last night that lily went into labour she waited until it was quiet in the house and we were all in bed asleep that she gave birth.


It was not until this morning that we realised that she had given birth all on her own! She done a wonderful job of finding herself a quiet spot in the kitchen cupboard behind the cereal boxes!!


As i'm sure you can all see from the pictures and the video the babies are gorgeous!
Lily gave birth to 4 beautiful kittens sadly though one had died and we couldn't do anything for him so we had a small funeral for him in the back garden!



Thankfully we have ended up with 3 hopefully healthy boys and aren't they just adorable!!!




I have already managed to find very good homes for 2 of them although we all would be sad to see them go we really can't keep them! Lily will now be spayed so that she can't have any more! Hopefully i shouldn't have any problems in finding the last one a wonderful home!!!!